Still here, still ill. Tired, coughing, no energy, aching joints. I have a swine flu vaccination booked for this Saturday, and the doctor has suggested that I still have it, despite the fact that I’ve had swine flu already. At this point I’m not going to argue with her! I’m getting really worried now – there was a point I’d set in my head as the cut off, where if I hadn’t managed to start a decent amount of training I’d pull out of the marathon. That point is sneaking up and I feel utterly miserable.
09/11/2009
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You’ve had such a difficult year, health-wise – don’t add to your stress by putting so much pressure on yourself. You can always do the marathon the *following* year. Far better to work youself up to it slowly, than push yourself when you’re not well.
Think about it. xxx
Comment by Gylfinir — 09/11/2009 @ 7:40 pm
I know you’re right – and the logical voice in my head says ‘aim for a half in April’ but the illogical part is ranting about letting people down and being pathetic. But I really, truly didn’t factor in being ill for months and months. It’s hideous. xxxx
Comment by marathonmummy — 09/11/2009 @ 8:42 pm
You won’t be letting other people down. And it’s just as important *not to let yourself down*. People will support you whatever. They know how important this is for you – and *they will understand*. You need to concentrate on getting better. The rest can wait. xxx
Comment by Gylfinir — 09/11/2009 @ 9:22 pm
keep your head up — this too shall pass. right now your focus should be on drinking lots of water, getting lots of rest and getting better
Comment by marathonmaiden — 09/11/2009 @ 8:03 pm
Thank you! You’re right, I know. I’m trying to rest as much as I can, I’m eating tons of healthy food…but my body just keeps catching every virus going. It’s not fair (she said, sounding like her three year old!).
Comment by marathonmummy — 09/11/2009 @ 8:43 pm